Loving an angel

What does it mean? To love an Angel. Especially being a Devil. It means that it's not easy. It's like looking into a mirror where you see your deepest darkest horrors and deal with them. Because being faced with the truth about yourself, is the harshest discussion ever. Can you change, will you change, is that really a question, no it's not, it's just an appointment, where indecision gives way to a cold hard reality. Of never going the high way ever again. Because it was never stardom, just a deep bottomless pit you never got out of.